Don't worry! God will accomplish His plans for you!
Psalm 138:6-8 "For though the LORD is exalted, yet He regards the lowly; but the haughty He knows from afar. Though I walk in the midst of trouble, Thou wilt revive me; Thou wilt stretch forth Thy hand against the wrath of my enemies, and Thy right hand will save me. The LORD will accomplish what concerns me; Thy lovingkindness, O LORD, is everlasting; Do not forsake the works of Thy hands."
It's ok to be lowly. It's ok to be humbled. It's ok to be average. Its ok to be not that great.
It's NOT ok to sin. God will provide because He loves you. Believe that.
The devil will try to discourage you. Don't let him.
God is ultimate control of all your circumstances. If you don't have your answers yet, He's asking you to trust Him and wait.
You're going to be ok. Jesus DIED for you.
You're going to be ok.
Don't despair. Don't go through trails alone. If you ever need counsel, email email@example.com. Biblical counsel is always free.